- This is it -

This is it.. this is the time.. u know life is just too short.. enjoy and have fun.. this is what I follow.. now more than ever.. holding on to things that am not sure of isn’t happening.. actually following my gut feeling is what I do.. its all about following ur gut feeling.. do it.. anythn that u feel like it just do it.. never look back coz once u do it its done.. over.. so why thnk about it and waste time.. move on.. and live.. people who are not sure of what they want.. I don’t think its that.. I think its more of having a lot of options.. and don’t know which one to stick to and take..say whatever crosses ur mind.. what ever is in ur heart.. just say it.. people always talk.. don’t care about that.. and that;s it..there;s too much in this life.. there are a lot of things to do.. and experience and very little time.. I don’t like living by the rules.. I simply hate that.. live the way I want to live.. and everyone who is reading this.. live ur life the way u want to live it.. believe me people will just get used to u being who u are after a while.. don’t fake who u r.. ALWAYS be who u are.. around everyone.. theres no point in being someone else.. just be ur self.. and that’s all to it =D

So me..and just going to live ma life.. its not like I am not doing.. hell no.. I am a person who knows how to live life.. ;) my friends all know that ;)

- About Me -

1. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
am reading ths book called “The State of grace” well I stopped reading it from few months now.. I guess I have to read it again..

2.WHAT TIME IS IT?
3:45 am…

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE MAT?
Don’t have a mouse a mat.. am using this touch thingy on ma laptop..

4. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Nothing that I can think of right now actually..

5. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
NEED TO ASK!! Its COSMOPOLITAN!!

6. BABIES?
CRAAAZY ABOUT THEM.. especially when they are 1 week old… the younger the cuter..=D

7. FAVOURITE SOUND?
Emm.. the sound of the beach.. I mean u know when ur standin on the shore and hear the sound of the water.. its feels great..

8. MOST HORRIBLE FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Losing someone u luv and care about..

9. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING?
I actually say to my self “ wake up now.. go to uni and the moment u come home sleep straight away.” lol..
And another thing.. “let me check my mobile to see if I got any msgs or missed calls..”

10. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
It really depends on where the phone is.. near me.. I pick up from the 2nd ring.. if far.. ahhh!! God knows.. lol

11. FUTURE CHILDS NAME?
Girl: Lujain
Boy: Fares

12. FAVOURITE COLOUR?
Emm right now I guess green.. and mostly Black & Grey..*depends on my mood*
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
Family & Friends..

14. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Nothing specific.. FOOOD is FOOOD!! =D!!

15. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Electric Guitar..

16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
HELL YEAH!!! =D!! let me start driving properly.. I mean I got my license 3 yrs ago.. and the last time I actually sat on the driver’s seat was when I passed my driving test.. lol!!

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
NOPES!!

18. STORMS - cool or scary?
Co0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oL..

19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
Never had a car..!!

20. WHO IS THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK WITH?
My brother who passed away..

21. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Emm.. Vodka probably.. well I don’t drink.. so0 I have no favourite..

22. WHAT'S IN THE BOOT OF YOUR CAR?
Don’t have a car..!!

23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS ON BROCCOLI?
Stem?!! No idea what is this..!!!

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE ??
F1 driver=D!!

25. IN LOVE??
VERY FUNNY!!

26. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF
EMPTY?
Half full I must say…=D

27. FAVOURITE MOVIE?
OMG!! Such a long list..!! hehe
-10 things I hate about u
-clueless
-the craft

Ok this is not good.. all that I can think of are teenage movies..!! so0 well anywayz.. I have A LOT of favrt movies..

28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
Nopes!!

29. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED??
Crap.. box that has uni papers and other crap..

30. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE NUMBER?
2

31. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Football…!! And I enjoy watchin basketball too..

32. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
On the beach.=D!!

33. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
Em.. T-shirts and bracelets..

34. BEACH, MOUNTAINS or CITY:
BEACH..

35. TECHNOLOGY or ART?
BOTH..

36. COMEDY or HORROR?
BOTH..

37. FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Chest..

38. FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY?
Early morning.. thou I don’t whiteness that a lot..lol..

39. THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
CD.. lool OLD.. it was the sound track of the movie Legally Blonde..

40. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
Back and neck..

41. WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT TO YOU. STRONG IN MIND or STRONG IN BODY?
Strong in mind..

42. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING??
Depends on when my classes are..

43. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN ITEM?
Fridge..YAAY!!

44. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
People with no goals in life..

45. WHAT DO YOU PREFER, A SPORTS CAR or 4WD?
4WD definitely..

46. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE AFTERLIFE?
Ahhaa..!! sure I do..

47.WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON?
SUMMER…..

48. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Being invincible..

49. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
No idea..! my name maybe..?!! or.. I really cant think of anythn..

50. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
I guess I do..!!

51. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE DAY?
Thursday..weekend!!
52. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI or HAMBURGER?
HAMBURGERS!! OFCOURSE..

53. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE CARTOON?
All of them.. em.. The lion king.. or Aladin.. maybe the little mermaid.. not really sure..

54. FAVOURITE MEAL?
Dinner

55. IF YOU COULD TAKE A VACATION ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
MALDIVES!!

-Unlike Me-

-Unlike Me- By Kate Havnevik


There are no guarantees in life
Not for the present
Nor for the future
All I know is that I'm here
Don't know for how long
I love the way
You live so intensely
Enjoy every minute of life
With space to swing
Your arms around
Laughing loudly

(CHORUS):
Unlike me
Unlike me
Do you think I'm strange
Unlike you
Inlike you
I am not pretending

(REFRAIN):
There is no time
There is no time
There is no time
Time doesn't really exist

The past, the present
And the future
Are all side by side
Hand in hand
You move and change
Yet you go nowhere
Everything stays the same
You stare at me
And ask me questions
Makes me nervous
This room, it keeps a (? constant tone ?)
While I'm on a roller coaster

-1st post-

I don’t know how to start writing this, especially that this is my 1st post.. I have no idea but all of a sudden words started popping out in ma mind.. u see i was just watching this episode os Grey’s anatomy where this very amazing guy Deni.. Dies.. So sad I know.. but it tells us one this.. life is so short.. u never know who is next.. u never know when anyone is leaving… imagine if a person u cared about so much and loved so much all of a sudden just left.. without knowing how much u really love him or care about him.. u see about a yr ago I lost my brother.. he was 21 yrs old when he died.. his name is Ali.. and ma name is Alia.. there is a one yr between us.. we kinda looked the same.. and it was all good.. my brother had an amazing personality.. always had a smile on his face no matter what was going on.. the understanding brother.. the one who will take you out if u feel down.. the one who will always try to make ya happy.. and one day he just died.. in a car accident.. in the front seat of his friend’s car..he was sleeping..! and he just died all of a sudden around 6 am.. whn we were all a sleep.. he died in October last yr.. and I still remember as if it was yesterday.. I remember the time when my father woke me up and told me.. along with the rest of ma brothers and sisters.. now when people say that’s a moment that I’ll never forget in ma life.. I wont forget this one.. I felt like some one ripping my heart into pieces..! I screamed my lungs out.. that was the 1st time my brothers see my cry.. I couldn’t help it.. what buggs me the most is that 1 day before he dies.. Ali asked me few times so go out and hang.. u know cruise in the car.. and go around.. and I didn’t go with him only because I had some assignments for university.. I mean if I went that was at least gonna be the last time me and him hanged..!! another thing is that he never really knew how much I really loved him.. I loved him sooo much.. u know how chubby people have this amazing personality.. they are just very bubbly and full of life..it is just really hard when i remember him.. and think that i just wont be able to talk to him and hang or something.. i never told him how much I love him.. and I truly regret not telling.. or showing him.. u know coz he is my brother.. u don’t show brothers how much u love them..! but still I do regret..

>>> this is what u really have to read.. leave my life tragedy.. and read this..
life is Short.. and life is a bitch.. and so I Karma..!! no matter how good u are life will always ruin things for u.. but what u really have to do is stand up.. and fight.. and live ur life.. live each day.. and don’t think about ur future.. give soo much to people.. show the people u truly care about how u feel.. u never know when ull be gone.. or when will they go.. show people how much u love them.. u wont regret it.. Remember.. show the ones u love them ur love.. and the ones u hate.. well who cares don’t show them anything…. Do what u want.. life is just too short.. =)

Loushi...