-People leave..People stay..you Love them all-

So many people have left in the past years! SO MANY.. that it is unbearable when you think about it.. its painful..to the extent it makes ya wonder if you can get close to the people you have now..is it ok to stay close or just being unattached is much better.. and it’ll simply be a relief if u just didn’t care about them.. I have lost a lot.. but Thank God.. God has replaced a lot of those who left with ones that I am so thankful that I am.. and I am so thankful for the people who stuck around….how can we save ourselves from not being hurt at the end? What would make people leaving easier? Not get close and attached is the answer? Or what exactly?

Do we enjoy the pain and rough times we experience after people leave??!! What is worse is when people leave this planet!! There are some people that are irreplaceable!! Some people right now am just so afraid of losing.. some one who over the years has been like my 2nd mother..my friend..i was like her favorite daughter….i miss her so much.. I miss the days I spent with her.. miss sleeping over her house.. miss her taking me out.. i am her favorite daughter..u see she doesn’t have kids..her siblings children are like her own..i try talking to her..she is just too far away now.. takin Chemo.. I know she will be all fine inshAllah coz I have faith..and I know she will be fine..

i don’t want anyone in my life to leave me!! AM SO SICK OF IT….if they know they will leave.. could they just not get closer!! but I think gettn close is nice.. is peaceful.. it is simply beautiful to be close to people who you care about and love..would I be able to handle them leaving and goin away..?? I am sure ill suffer like always..but it’ll all be good at the end.. do we enjoy suffering? I guess we do..
Suffering sometime makes us feel alive.. pain as well….i think it is for our own benefit to simply try everything out in this life..and we have to go around in circles coz that will simply make us dizzy..but at the end of the day we be just fine..

Those who left will always have a special place..memories are all we hold on too.. memories are beautiful and I love them…looking back at the nice things we’ve been through and experienced and see that we enjoyed and learnt stuff is good..

What is the key to not suffering? Or we just have to suffer every now and then? Coz sometimes this is simply what makes us alive..

Tata..actually..
Just before I end this post let me tell you what I think you should do.. hold on to those who you love.. show them you love them..memories the good and the bad ones..hold one to them…it is nice to look back at them every now and then..

Lots of love for all of the people who I love and who are in my life..
Loushi

-Music is the Soundtrack of my life-

Music is the soundtrack of my life.. so true! It’s unbelievable that when I am down and I listen to songs that make me get filled with blues..once I switched to songs that are all cheery and make u happy I completely get filled with joy..
It is amazing how music simply plays a huge role in my life.. I love music and I love the songs that I listen to…. Especially the ones I relate to my self a lot.. and I see that this song is kinda telln somethn about me.. or describes what I am going thru.. or maybe it is that coz am so in love with music I relate my self to those songs..?!? weird..
Lately the songs that really cheer me up are:
Candyman by Christina Aguilera
I wanna have your babies By Natasha Bedingfield
Only you by josh Kelly
Umbrella By Rihanna

Very cheezi songs but I like them!! Hehe they are simply fun to lsn to=D..

It is funny how we keep listenin to specific songs for a while.. then we change to another bunch of songs..weird how songs remind us of the different phases of our lives.. they remind us oof how we were feeling during those days.. some songs make us really happy.. some songs make us frown…some songs just remind of what we were exactly doin when we were listenin to them.. it is just weird how we get so attached to songs.. and I love it..

That’s about it..
Tata
Loushi

-Slideshow by This and Age-

i found this in a friend's notes..=) i thought it'll be fun to do it=)
it's fun.. some stuff might really surprise you


INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

note: some interesting and somehow accurate answers! (not for me though)!!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lover I don’t have to love By Bettie Serveert

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Complicated by Avril Lavigne…
NOT!±!! what the hell!!! Lol.. maybe! Lo0l!

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Sexy love Ne-Yo!! FUNNY!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Live and learn by the Cardigans

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Life is a flower by Ace of Base!! NO COMMENT!!


HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Timeless by Kate Havenevik!!


HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Kaleidoscope by Kate Havnevik..i wish!!!


WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Just a ride by Jem…


WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Cherish Feat. Nephu- He Said, She Said

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
You and Me by Lifehouse!! Emm WHAt!>


Will You Be Successful in Life?
I go crazy by DHT!! Hehehehe


WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Far away by Nickelback.. Why God why???!?!?!?!?!

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Easier to lie by Aqualung

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE:
Love show by Skye!!! <<< me luvn!!!


YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
She’s all I ever had by Ricky Martin.. LOL!!


HAPPY TIMES:
Wake up by Three Days Grace

SAD TIMES:
Let’s Get retarded by Black eyed peas..! NO COMMENT!!! hahahaha

EVERY DAY:
When the starts go blue.. Bethany joy lenz!!

FOR TOMORROW:
All good things come to an end by Nelly Furtado.. (this is Sad)!

FOR YOU:
Welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance..

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Shoot your gun by 22-20’s..i guess that’s the name of the band! But OMG!! Lol!!


WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
The Way I am by Ingrid Michaelson

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Hello World by Belle Perez!!

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
I hate everything about you by Three Days Grace!! Haaaaaaa3!!!!


HOW WILL I DIE?
Call me when you’re Sober By Evanescence

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS YOUR SUBJECT?
Slideshow by This and Age

-Loushi's New playlist-

I know I haven’t been contributing to my amazing blog lately, although there is a lot happening in my life, but I just cant see to help my self to get up and write! Or type!..

As everyone knows how my music simply is the background of my life, apparently this time not all the songs tell something about my life or what I am going through..
I simply love how each songs remind us of a phase and a specific period of our life..
If not for you guys.. it is for me.. I love it how when I listen to a song and it simply takes me back to that period of my life.. Regardless of how bad or good it was.. it’s just nice to be reminded..=)

so here are the songs that i have been listenin 2 in the past few weeks=)...
ENJOY..

-Boston By Augustana

-Easy By Barenaked Ladies

-Firefly By Breaking Benjamin

-Sooner of Later By Breaking Benjamin

-CandyMan By Christina Aguilera

-Black Hole By Evansblue

-Cold By Evansblue

-Earthquake by Family Force 5

-Luv Addict By Family Force 5

-Only You By Josh Kelly

-I wanna have your babies By Natasha Bedingfield


- Ice Box By Omarion

- Umbrella (feat. Jay-Z) By Rihanna

-Slideshow By This Day And Age

-Pain By Three Days Grace

-I hate everything about you By Three Days Grace

-Animal I have become By Three Days Grace

-Wake up by Three Days Grace

-Never too late By Three Days Grace

-Fast Car By Tracy Chapman

-Easier to lie By Aqualung

-Rootless tree/Fuck you By Damien Rice

- Here In Your Arms By Hellogoodbye

- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn By Hellogoodbye

- Lollipop By Mika

-Love Today By Mika

- Billy Brown By Mika

- Dream By Priscilla Ahn

-Sun screen song..


That's all for now =)
tataaaaaa....
Loushi