-The 1 where I thought I kinda knew what’ll happen 5 yrs from now –

I kinda thought that I somehow knew how things will be 5 yrs and some other thngs 10 yrs from today.. in the past 3 months or so.. I came to realize that almost 50% of what I had in mind already ended.. I thought some people will stick around and they will be with me for eternity, but it didn’t work out.. I sorta used to believe that everythn will just be easy and smooth, I know life is meant to be tough.. or maybe we let it be.. I thought I knew, or I had an idea about how life will turn out to be in the comin 5 yrs but I was wrong..

Could it be that I just had TOO much faith in it..?? I really don’t know.. all I know is that no future “this will happen and that might happen” its not like I know the future.. no it was more of what and how I thought things will turn out to be.. unfortunately a lot of thngs that I didn’t c comin happened.. it just weird how people change.. I changed 2.. lets hope its for the best..

U know.. ever since I entered the bloggin world I wanted to post a whole post about what I think might happen in the future.. I guess it was a good thng that I never did that..lol..
Now.. I wont go close those assumptions of mine AGAIN EVER!!.. ill go with the flow as they say=)

See ya..
Loushiiiii

- The 1 where Alia is Thankful for havn her everythn but ordinary friend =) -

i really dont know how 2 start.. i know that in this life we meet new and different people everyday.. & some of them do change us.. or effect our lives one way or another.. some people come and go without adding or takin anythin from it..

only those special ones are the ones who have the most effect in our lives.. who help us be who we are and who make damn sure we know they'll always stick around..

lucky me.. i have friends who are like this..

and there is this particular one who is just showing me things in a different way..

i know this friend is in my life for a reason.. & a good reason.. i do have a strong faith in this friendship..

this friendship is no ordinary.. i know for a fact..

a friend who makes me feel that i wont need anyone else in my life..
who always makes sure i follow the right path..

this friend is "My person"..

i dont know to what this friendship will lead to.. but am sure only good will come out of this..

i wanted to write more about the characteristics of this very dear friend of mine.. but words seem to disappoint me in here..

i just want to say that am thankful to have such a friend.. and that inshAllah our friendship will last forever ..coz we all know that true frienships are very hard to find..

and whn we find such a friend.. we make sure we hold on to them.. no matter what=)

Luv yaaaaaaaaa...

and thank you for everythn u did and will do..=)

i just want 2 tell u that I’ll stick around.. and u wont get rid of me so easily.. so matter how hard sometimes u try to make me hate u.. =P and no matter how hard u try to piss me off everyday=P!!

Ta Ta..
Loushiiii

- The 1 where Alia is fine with Homosexuals but her mother thinks they're "sick"! -

Let me start writing this post by telling u all the reason of writing it or whts the incident that happened that made me write this post!
u see we have a female driver *chauffeur* and she is from the Philippines and she's a tomboy! few days ago one of the maids told my mother that the driver is a lesbian and my Mother freaked out!!
newyz! today my sister was sittin in the living room wearin her pjs..the pj top was a sleeveless top and my mother was like "go cover up dont wear clothes that'll show alot of ur body remember we have a sick maid in here" and when she said sick.. i was like WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!

then she's like "yeah Beverly she likes women so she's sick" i just kept on looking at my mum's face and shocked!! i couldn’t argue with her or anythn i ahh i just wnet to my room..

If a person is Homosexual that doesn’t mean that he/she is sick!=S!!

so this is how some parents think! that Homosexuals are sick!! and it just made me realize how different we are than our own parents!

i mean i am a person who has absolutely no problem with homosexuals!! i believe every person can be whoever they want to be!..

it just made me realize how a generation after another think and look at things from a total different angle!! And how we react and approach things and deal with situations is totally different from how our parents would do!!

the kids of today are just so open to what’s out there!! It’s does necessarily mean that we agree on what’s happening!! It’s just that we accept!! We mind our own businesses!!

2 sum it all up! ill just say that i don’t have any problem with homosexuals,, while on the other hand my mother thinks that they are “Sick”!! that would just say a lot to u!!

am sorry if somehow i offended any1!!


Tata..
Loushi!!!

-The 1 where Loushi wonders “Why do all good things come to an end?”–

I am writing this post after ma cousin MOHD. made me lsn to this song "all good things come to an end by Nelly Furtado” it is an amazing song..

is it really that all good things come to an end? Or it is only because nothin’ ever stays the same.. I mean everyday is a new day.. and things that are unexpected happen and take place in our lives.. that is why nothing ever stays the same.. regardless of us looking at it as a good or a bad thing..
It is so weird how life is.. sometimes I think that life is simple.. but we people tend to complicate it i suppose..!!

things whether good or bad.. i mean nothn ever stays the same.. one minute somethn is like this.. the other its like that.. u cant help it but it happens..

like people.. one minute they are there the other they're not..
which reminds about this guy whome i just know by name and look.. ive been seeing him everyday wherever i go for the past few week!! and i saw him thursday around 10 pm.. Noora called me yesterday to tell me that he has passed away few hours after we saw him..Hamid Al Ghaith.."Allah yer7ama" may he rest in peace.. its a lesson that says "nothn ever stays the same" and u just never know who is goin next.. ur alive.. thank God for that.. and live.. each day.. dont think and say "yeah now am havin fun i know tomorrow i wont or somethn suckie will happen in ma life" shut it!! just live that amazin fun moment.. and thats it.. whatever will happen will happen!!

i guess i went off track in here.. but these are ma own thoughts!! and i just felt like bringing them out...

Mohd and i were talkin about this issue just now.. and i was tellin that if good things came to an end in our lives.. maybe their time just expiered and thats it.. then he told me somethn that is just worth puttin in here..

Mohd: "well, life expires,,isn't life good? doesn't it come to an end? that alone shows that good things come to an end."
very well said my friend!! =)

so now u tell me..what do u think.. Good things come to an end? or not??

tata...
Loushi..