-1st post-
I don’t know how to start writing this, especially that this is my 1st post.. I have no idea but all of a sudden words started popping out in ma mind.. u see i was just watching this episode os Grey’s anatomy where this very amazing guy Deni.. Dies.. So sad I know.. but it tells us one this.. life is so short.. u never know who is next.. u never know when anyone is leaving… imagine if a person u cared about so much and loved so much all of a sudden just left.. without knowing how much u really love him or care about him.. u see about a yr ago I lost my brother.. he was 21 yrs old when he died.. his name is Ali.. and ma name is Alia.. there is a one yr between us.. we kinda looked the same.. and it was all good.. my brother had an amazing personality.. always had a smile on his face no matter what was going on.. the understanding brother.. the one who will take you out if u feel down.. the one who will always try to make ya happy.. and one day he just died.. in a car accident.. in the front seat of his friend’s car..he was sleeping..! and he just died all of a sudden around 6 am.. whn we were all a sleep.. he died in October last yr.. and I still remember as if it was yesterday.. I remember the time when my father woke me up and told me.. along with the rest of ma brothers and sisters.. now when people say that’s a moment that I’ll never forget in ma life.. I wont forget this one.. I felt like some one ripping my heart into pieces..! I screamed my lungs out.. that was the 1st time my brothers see my cry.. I couldn’t help it.. what buggs me the most is that 1 day before he dies.. Ali asked me few times so go out and hang.. u know cruise in the car.. and go around.. and I didn’t go with him only because I had some assignments for university.. I mean if I went that was at least gonna be the last time me and him hanged..!! another thing is that he never really knew how much I really loved him.. I loved him sooo much.. u know how chubby people have this amazing personality.. they are just very bubbly and full of life..it is just really hard when i remember him.. and think that i just wont be able to talk to him and hang or something.. i never told him how much I love him.. and I truly regret not telling.. or showing him.. u know coz he is my brother.. u don’t show brothers how much u love them..! but still I do regret..
>>> this is what u really have to read.. leave my life tragedy.. and read this..
life is Short.. and life is a bitch.. and so I Karma..!! no matter how good u are life will always ruin things for u.. but what u really have to do is stand up.. and fight.. and live ur life.. live each day.. and don’t think about ur future.. give soo much to people.. show the people u truly care about how u feel.. u never know when ull be gone.. or when will they go.. show people how much u love them.. u wont regret it.. Remember.. show the ones u love them ur love.. and the ones u hate.. well who cares don’t show them anything…. Do what u want.. life is just too short.. =)
Loushi...
posted by Loushi... @ 9/24/2006 11:31:00 PM
5 Comments:
Life is not a bitch .. Life is beautiful .. Full of opportunities and choices. You choose to fight or you choose to give up .. You, My friend, Are a fighter. It takes great courage to be the person you are.
Your brother was a wonderful person. Allah Yer7emah .. Find the solace in the thought that he's up there in heaven. And am sure he can hear you when you say how much you love him.
Trust me on this, life has a beautiful way of working itself out. You just have to have a little faith; In God, Family, and us, your friends. And remember, your 3aloosh international :P Accept fate and simply "Get over it ". Sounds harsh, yeah i know, but you know me, Heart of stone lol
Love you babes and Congrats on your first post. Next time, something more cheerful. Diseny land or something.
A.
first Welcoem to the blogging Era, i suppose we could say life is good or bad, while infact life is nothing. its living that counts, you brothers sounds like he lived a full life it doesn't matter if you die when ur nine or ninety, what truelly matter is that you enjoy your run.
and to say the truth losing a family member is the worst thing ever can feel and nothing can erase that feeling, but you let them live on through you.
its really funny how series can tap into our souls, its like therapy. and thats what i love my TV.
So girl be happy, after all u got me in ur life!
Never, ever, ever say that again.
Ali knew how much you loved him and he knew how much he appreciated him. We always think of the what ifs but you shouldn't.
If we do, then we'd spend our entire lives thinking what if and what could've happened. That's no way to live a life dear.
I can't tell you that I know how you feel because I don't, and I wish I never do. I commend your courage, I remember how strong you were when I spoke to you.
It's amazing that you have this attitude now, living every moment to its fullest and taking every day as it comes.
Keep it up,
I'm sure he's proud of you,
M,
Oh and a VERY BIG WELCOME !
A..
yups.. i did get over it.. believe me.. i wrote this post after watching the episode from Grey's Anatomy where Deni dies.. so0 that was really bad.. we both know how sad that episode was..
i do have faith in life.. and i do have faith in u girl.. and the rest of the gang.. hehee..
thanx for always bein there..=) luv ya...
Noaf...
yeah am happy ur in ma life.. =) thanx 4 everythn girl..
life is good.. and life is full of surprises.. good or bad.. i know.. its just a matter of how u accept what life throws at u..
rooster...
thanx 4 commentin pal..=)
*lsnin to lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by Panic at the disco) nice song M.. lol..
well i do take each day as it comes... for me everythn is about living the moment.. =)
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