-The last night of my semester b4 the last-

I have a marketing exam tomorrow.. I spent the day workn on my photojournalism project.. and the rest of it spent it studyn with Noaf..although I have to study the whole thing all over again otherwise I wont do good at all=p.. lol..
I got introduced by Noaf to this amazing band called “One Republic”.. got totally crAAaaAAazy over their song “Apologized” awesome song I must admit.. cnt stop listenin to it..

Here I am alone in my room.. listenin to it..thinkn that tomorrow is the last day of the semester b4 the last in my journey through out the university years… lots of things happened in the past few years..things that I have learnt a lot from..i started this semester with some of my friends still with me.. and am ending it without some of them.. too bad yeah I know.. life goes on pals..elhmdila I have come out of this with the best ones… losing people should never bring anyone down..it is good ive experienced what I have experienced right now…some people experience what I went through when they graduated from uni and faced the real life!!.i am grateful I have experienced what I have now…

A lot of things I have learnt in the semester that is about to end tomorrow…i actually thought that I had life all figured out..i thought the people who were with me..were goin to stay with me and stick by my side for life…what I came to realize is what I thought of.. and that I actually know how will life turn out to be and things will actually be in few years exactly how I expected them to..i mean if they really happened as I expected them to..then....what is there to wait for from life..if I actually had life all figured out..what is there to be excited about…what is important is that I don’t be bitter about how life sometimes disappoints me..but what I have to know is how to coop with life…life is beautiful…living each day and taking it as it comes with appreciating what I have in my life and what God has blessed me with....is what makes me ME…

Yes I have done a lot of mistakes…who doesn’t..without making these mistakes.. without falling every now and then and trippin around the journey of life….these mistakes and the falls are what will bring me back great rewards--->lessons….where would this life take me.. where would I be in the comin 2 years…or who I would be with..no clue about it AT ALL....all I know is that there is always something good out of the things that I go and will go through in life…life goes one…with every new day new experiences take place…new people I meet…new lessons I learn…


Keep Smilin Awl..
Alia..a.k.a Loushi..

-People leave..People stay..you Love them all-

So many people have left in the past years! SO MANY.. that it is unbearable when you think about it.. its painful..to the extent it makes ya wonder if you can get close to the people you have now..is it ok to stay close or just being unattached is much better.. and it’ll simply be a relief if u just didn’t care about them.. I have lost a lot.. but Thank God.. God has replaced a lot of those who left with ones that I am so thankful that I am.. and I am so thankful for the people who stuck around….how can we save ourselves from not being hurt at the end? What would make people leaving easier? Not get close and attached is the answer? Or what exactly?

Do we enjoy the pain and rough times we experience after people leave??!! What is worse is when people leave this planet!! There are some people that are irreplaceable!! Some people right now am just so afraid of losing.. some one who over the years has been like my 2nd mother..my friend..i was like her favorite daughter….i miss her so much.. I miss the days I spent with her.. miss sleeping over her house.. miss her taking me out.. i am her favorite daughter..u see she doesn’t have kids..her siblings children are like her own..i try talking to her..she is just too far away now.. takin Chemo.. I know she will be all fine inshAllah coz I have faith..and I know she will be fine..

i don’t want anyone in my life to leave me!! AM SO SICK OF IT….if they know they will leave.. could they just not get closer!! but I think gettn close is nice.. is peaceful.. it is simply beautiful to be close to people who you care about and love..would I be able to handle them leaving and goin away..?? I am sure ill suffer like always..but it’ll all be good at the end.. do we enjoy suffering? I guess we do..
Suffering sometime makes us feel alive.. pain as well….i think it is for our own benefit to simply try everything out in this life..and we have to go around in circles coz that will simply make us dizzy..but at the end of the day we be just fine..

Those who left will always have a special place..memories are all we hold on too.. memories are beautiful and I love them…looking back at the nice things we’ve been through and experienced and see that we enjoyed and learnt stuff is good..

What is the key to not suffering? Or we just have to suffer every now and then? Coz sometimes this is simply what makes us alive..

Tata..actually..
Just before I end this post let me tell you what I think you should do.. hold on to those who you love.. show them you love them..memories the good and the bad ones..hold one to them…it is nice to look back at them every now and then..

Lots of love for all of the people who I love and who are in my life..
Loushi

-Music is the Soundtrack of my life-

Music is the soundtrack of my life.. so true! It’s unbelievable that when I am down and I listen to songs that make me get filled with blues..once I switched to songs that are all cheery and make u happy I completely get filled with joy..
It is amazing how music simply plays a huge role in my life.. I love music and I love the songs that I listen to…. Especially the ones I relate to my self a lot.. and I see that this song is kinda telln somethn about me.. or describes what I am going thru.. or maybe it is that coz am so in love with music I relate my self to those songs..?!? weird..
Lately the songs that really cheer me up are:
Candyman by Christina Aguilera
I wanna have your babies By Natasha Bedingfield
Only you by josh Kelly
Umbrella By Rihanna

Very cheezi songs but I like them!! Hehe they are simply fun to lsn to=D..

It is funny how we keep listenin to specific songs for a while.. then we change to another bunch of songs..weird how songs remind us of the different phases of our lives.. they remind us oof how we were feeling during those days.. some songs make us really happy.. some songs make us frown…some songs just remind of what we were exactly doin when we were listenin to them.. it is just weird how we get so attached to songs.. and I love it..

That’s about it..
Tata
Loushi

-Slideshow by This and Age-

i found this in a friend's notes..=) i thought it'll be fun to do it=)
it's fun.. some stuff might really surprise you


INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

note: some interesting and somehow accurate answers! (not for me though)!!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lover I don’t have to love By Bettie Serveert

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Complicated by Avril Lavigne…
NOT!±!! what the hell!!! Lol.. maybe! Lo0l!

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Sexy love Ne-Yo!! FUNNY!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Live and learn by the Cardigans

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Life is a flower by Ace of Base!! NO COMMENT!!


HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Timeless by Kate Havenevik!!


HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Kaleidoscope by Kate Havnevik..i wish!!!


WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Just a ride by Jem…


WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Cherish Feat. Nephu- He Said, She Said

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
You and Me by Lifehouse!! Emm WHAt!>


Will You Be Successful in Life?
I go crazy by DHT!! Hehehehe


WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Far away by Nickelback.. Why God why???!?!?!?!?!

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Easier to lie by Aqualung

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE:
Love show by Skye!!! <<< me luvn!!!


YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
She’s all I ever had by Ricky Martin.. LOL!!


HAPPY TIMES:
Wake up by Three Days Grace

SAD TIMES:
Let’s Get retarded by Black eyed peas..! NO COMMENT!!! hahahaha

EVERY DAY:
When the starts go blue.. Bethany joy lenz!!

FOR TOMORROW:
All good things come to an end by Nelly Furtado.. (this is Sad)!

FOR YOU:
Welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance..

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Shoot your gun by 22-20’s..i guess that’s the name of the band! But OMG!! Lol!!


WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
The Way I am by Ingrid Michaelson

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Hello World by Belle Perez!!

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
I hate everything about you by Three Days Grace!! Haaaaaaa3!!!!


HOW WILL I DIE?
Call me when you’re Sober By Evanescence

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS YOUR SUBJECT?
Slideshow by This and Age

-Loushi's New playlist-

I know I haven’t been contributing to my amazing blog lately, although there is a lot happening in my life, but I just cant see to help my self to get up and write! Or type!..

As everyone knows how my music simply is the background of my life, apparently this time not all the songs tell something about my life or what I am going through..
I simply love how each songs remind us of a phase and a specific period of our life..
If not for you guys.. it is for me.. I love it how when I listen to a song and it simply takes me back to that period of my life.. Regardless of how bad or good it was.. it’s just nice to be reminded..=)

so here are the songs that i have been listenin 2 in the past few weeks=)...
ENJOY..

-Boston By Augustana

-Easy By Barenaked Ladies

-Firefly By Breaking Benjamin

-Sooner of Later By Breaking Benjamin

-CandyMan By Christina Aguilera

-Black Hole By Evansblue

-Cold By Evansblue

-Earthquake by Family Force 5

-Luv Addict By Family Force 5

-Only You By Josh Kelly

-I wanna have your babies By Natasha Bedingfield


- Ice Box By Omarion

- Umbrella (feat. Jay-Z) By Rihanna

-Slideshow By This Day And Age

-Pain By Three Days Grace

-I hate everything about you By Three Days Grace

-Animal I have become By Three Days Grace

-Wake up by Three Days Grace

-Never too late By Three Days Grace

-Fast Car By Tracy Chapman

-Easier to lie By Aqualung

-Rootless tree/Fuck you By Damien Rice

- Here In Your Arms By Hellogoodbye

- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn By Hellogoodbye

- Lollipop By Mika

-Love Today By Mika

- Billy Brown By Mika

- Dream By Priscilla Ahn

-Sun screen song..


That's all for now =)
tataaaaaa....
Loushi

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- The 1 where Alia simply dancn of joy -

b4 i start with anythn let me jst say yesterday was a nice friday.. got to spend some quality time with th family.. i just love it when i see my uncles and ma aunts God bless them all and their children.. althu there are times when family just simply drive me crazy.. but i still love'em..i went to the movies today.. which is a thng tht i hvnt done in AGES!!! ive watched Hannibal rising.. AMAZING movie that i seriously recommend..

i went to bed at around 4 am.. woke up at 6 for fajer prayer.. i then actually found difficulty sleepin coz of a pain in ma tummy.. newyz.. i couldnt sleep..
i stayed awake..then finaly decided to watch the show Brothers & Sisters.. just to make me self forget about the pain.. as long as Grey's didnt finish downloadin..
newyz!! ive reached until the 4th episode... i have until the 8th.. and i sure will finish watchn the episodes i have left..

while watchn the show ive heard this amazin song that was being played in the background..
limewired it.. then ipoded it.. and couldn’t stop lsnin to it ever since…

the song is called "Running by Eliane Elias". It simply filled me with a sense of joy simply filled me..no idea why.. I guess it’s the music more the lyrics.. I really have no clue..

am lsnin to it now.. and am simply just lovn it.. i wanna go 2 uptown grab some breakfast from *bux and enjoy the amazin morning.. then wanna go to the gym!!
i wonder if ill do ne of those things.. but this is what i want to do..=) for now..

despite all of the things that have been gettn me upset in the last few months.. i just love life..with all its ups and downs..u just cnt hate livin this life..no matter what it throws at us.. everythn simply happens for a reason.. whether that thng that happened we like it or not..life is a journey and a beautiful journey tht we all must be thankful to God for givin us such a chance=)

dis is all for now..
tata..
Loushi

-The 1 where I thought I kinda knew what’ll happen 5 yrs from now –

I kinda thought that I somehow knew how things will be 5 yrs and some other thngs 10 yrs from today.. in the past 3 months or so.. I came to realize that almost 50% of what I had in mind already ended.. I thought some people will stick around and they will be with me for eternity, but it didn’t work out.. I sorta used to believe that everythn will just be easy and smooth, I know life is meant to be tough.. or maybe we let it be.. I thought I knew, or I had an idea about how life will turn out to be in the comin 5 yrs but I was wrong..

Could it be that I just had TOO much faith in it..?? I really don’t know.. all I know is that no future “this will happen and that might happen” its not like I know the future.. no it was more of what and how I thought things will turn out to be.. unfortunately a lot of thngs that I didn’t c comin happened.. it just weird how people change.. I changed 2.. lets hope its for the best..

U know.. ever since I entered the bloggin world I wanted to post a whole post about what I think might happen in the future.. I guess it was a good thng that I never did that..lol..
Now.. I wont go close those assumptions of mine AGAIN EVER!!.. ill go with the flow as they say=)

See ya..
Loushiiiii