- an Open Book -

I am an open book as everyone knows, or maybe everyone thinks so... They seem to think that I say everything and I do say a lot but not everything.... there are maybe few things that I just don’t say.. I mean a person just CANT blurt EVERYTHING out.. BUT I DO say a lot about my self.. and when I say a lot I do mean A LOT..
when I was kid at home I will stay in my room and not say anything to anyone, whatever happened in the house I never interfered in it.. I always minded my own business and barely spoke to anyone. As lame as this might sound I used to write everything in ma diary!! lol.. and well now when I want to read my diaries! Unfortunately I cant really tell what’s written coz I had and still have a VERY bad hand writing!! lol!!
Later on when I grew up more around 14 15 years old I really changed.. and started to be a blabber mouth and I just talked A LOT AND I still do =P … I just don’t like keeping anything in me.. b4 when anyone used to upset me I never said anything about it and just kept it inside me.. never showed anyone my emotions and how I felt!! But in the last 2 yrs I started saying to people how I feel and when somethn upsets me I say it.. which I think btw is VERY WRONG.. I mean I never showed anyone any emotions b4.. my entire family thinks that am a cold hearted person and that I simply don’t give a shit!! i do care but I don’t show it.. and I really want to go back to NOT saying everythin about ma self.. like say stuff but gotta keep A HUGE AMOUNT OF INFO FOR MA SELF…
A lot of people have been telling me that being an open book isn’t good.. and its better to not say everything.. I actually don’t say everything… I really don’t,, but coz I talk a lot people assume that I say everything.. lol..

Here is a question to ask.. being an open book.. good or bad?!!
I mean wuld u really like being around a friend who barely talks!!!! ?lol.. I mean come on.. that’s not good..lol maybe to me only..

TaTa..

Loushiii